The Problem with Modern Science

I am an editor. Sometimes, we come up with generic rules. For example, we might decide to use only three-paragraph letters.

Most of the time, this rule becomes obsolete in a few days. In practice, when the subject of the letter is a little different, the rule no longer applies.

If you're looking for a theory of everything, you won't find it. It's the equivalent of wanting to use only three-paragraph letters.

It looks nice, but it doesn't work in practice. Since life is practical, finding generic rules that last forever is unrealistic. That is something beautiful in itself.

It doesn't mean that science doesn't work.

We live in a system that can learn from itself forever, because there will always be new things coming up.

There are multiple secret societies.
I know you don't believe me.
That's why I'm giving you one as a gift.
Your organs produce specific sounds. The inside of your body is, therefore, a soundscape.
If you listen carefully, you'll find the entrance to the Tempeliers.

I can be everything you want,
That’s what the particle’s saying to you,
Anything you want (sexy and taunt),
It’s how you look at me, it’s true,
But also who’s staring at you.

A particle can be anything.
But it's like a woman saying, "I can be anything you want."
And then you dance with her.

You carry a river full of anger,
A river filled with grief.
A healthy river is never still.
Be sad and angry as often as you can.

You Are Naked First
If I were to put a gun to your head right now, could you draw where everything is and explain what it's all for?
I’m not talking about the basic stuff you might have read in a textbook at school.
I mean you, your own body, right now.

The Brain is a Relationship Device

Current Brain Anomalies (in the relationships (!)):

• ADHD: Forming new relationships that outsiders struggle to follow.
• Depression: A disconnect or lack of relationship with your own feelings or sense of purpose.
• Anorexia: Replacing a poor relationship with your emotions with a focus on food (which makes sense, as many emotions originate in the stomach).
• Anxiety Disorders: Not being accustomed to basic stress (e.g., through exercise) and mistaking natural nervousness for a disorder. Anxiety is also a form of excitement. The relationship is almost flipped.
• Psychosis: Neglecting to care for your own body.
• Autism: Being overly connected to tasks and not as connected to other people. For children with autism, I believe it's extremely important to practice social interactions. This won’t always be fun—just like with learning anything new, the beginning can be challenging.

In all these situations, the problem isn't in the brain itself—the brain simply highlights the connections and disconnections.

I see many people with an unhealthy relationship with their own bodies, almost as if they are afraid to look in the mirror.

I am obviously aware that not everything I’ve mentioned is a disease, but they are all associated with the brain.

 

Why This is So Important

When someone is diagnosed with a brain disease, it can feel as though they’ve lost the ability to learn, grow, or prevent things from happening. It takes away a person's sense of control.

Let me explain this in reverse. By doing certain things, we can actually prevent brain diseases. For example, working out lowers the risk of Alzheimer’s disease—you already have the power to influence your brain’s health. Or, when I engage in something fulfilling, I’m actively preventing depression. You can do that too, right now.

To use another analogy, when you don’t pay attention to your mental health, you might accumulate tiny amounts of depression every day. Eventually, you reach a tipping point and find yourself fully depressed. But you might not realize that you’ve been stacking these little bits of depression daily. I suspect this is true for many psychiatric conditions—the brain signals broken relationships until we hit a tipping point.

You Don’t See the Missing Information: AD(D)D and Distraction

I once got tested, and part of it involved following a cube to see if I could—honestly, I’m getting bored just writing this down. It was such an unbelievably stupid test; it was mind-boggling.

You know what's fascinating? The person administering the test was completely oblivious to everything happening in the room. She was breathing oddly, struggling with her task, and missing all the real-life details around her. I don't mean this personally, but while I was messing up a pointless task, she was missing everything that was actually going on.

If I had asked her, "Hey, did you see that bird flying by?" she wouldn’t have had a clue.

So, what is a distraction? I don’t believe in distractions. I’m just thinking about something more interesting. If you zoom in and think about what focusing is, it’s like describing exactly what you see in front of your eyes.

The way people with ADHD and ADD complete tasks makes perfect sense to me because learning and trying are absolutely nonlinear. Doing something in a linear fashion—like starting with your laundry and finishing it in a straight line—is extremely inefficient when you try to optimize while doing it.

Let’s say my goal is to take care of myself, and I start with cleaning my house. What’s the best strategy? Some people would say, "Go task by task." I do it like this: I start with the laundry, but after 10 seconds, I’m doing something completely different, like calling a friend. Then, I’m in the attic looking under the bed, trying to throw a pencil into a drawer, and starting my second coffee.

From an outsider's perspective, this looks bizarre. But at the end of the day, my house is clean. Why? Because I optimize while I do it; the parameters change constantly. For example, I start with the laundry, but then I notice some of it is wet. Now, I’m heading to the attic, thinking there might be a leak that could affect the whole house. It all makes perfect sense, but it’s hard to explain because it happens so quickly.

To an outsider, it might look like I’ve lost my mind. Why? Because the missing information isn’t visible. You're missing the fact that I checked for a leak, and since there wasn't one, it seems like I wasted time. But I didn’t—it was still important to me.

Maybe we should ask kids with ADHD and ADD a bit more about what they find important in life. Instead of dismissing them as stupid or unable to follow a conversation whenever they come up with something unique, why not listen? The level of understanding among some people working in neuroscience and psychology is unbelievably low—it's a disgrace.

Things that don’t work as we expect are immediately labeled as bad, instead of being examined for how they actually work. You could also ask a kid at the kitchen table, "How did you come up with that? We were talking about Aunt Tessa, and now you suddenly started talking about umbrellas. How did you make that jump?" Instead of saying, "That little boy can’t listen; he can’t even follow our ‘magnificent’ conversation about Aunt Tessa."

Hello, I have a very simple claim: I think the brain is a relationship device, not the command center of our body. Why?

1. Because you can operate the brain from the outside. You can manipulate it physically, like a bowl of electricity.

2. All psychiatric diseases are correlated with relationships. For example:

• Anorexia: our relationship with emotions. Since emotions are connected to the stomach, it makes sense that children start manipulating food.

• Depression: our relationship with meaning (or purpose).

• Body dysmorphia: our relationship with our own body.

Therefore, I don’t believe that psychiatric diseases are brain diseases. Our brains work perfectly; they just point out disturbed relationships.

Wait. Let your scariest thoughts fly in.

For example, you just ate an entire chocolate bar. You're going to get fat.

Now, you look that scary thought in the eye, like you're having a confrontation with someone on the street.

You stare it down. Just like a person, it’s going to give in.

If viruses are not bad, why are some diseases considered bad?

Why is cancer bad?
The downside of cancer: you die. But you’ll die anyway. And dying is part of life.

Is the problem that you die sooner? But you don’t know how much sooner, because you don’t know when you would die naturally. Maybe cancer is a perfectly healthy and normal way to die—why not?

So, it’s not the dying part.

Is it the pain? But pain isn’t necessarily bad either. A lot of pain is perfectly natural, like giving birth or working out. Of course, there is also bad pain (like setting someone on fire without a reason).

But this pain makes a lot of sense. If I smoke and get cancer, why is that something bad? You could argue that I gave myself cancer.

I know, you don’t want to hear this because you miss your loved ones too much.

We don’t have thoughts; we orchestrate a symphony within ourselves.

There is another side because it is a circle. You can only ever see your side of the circle, which makes the other side incredibly alluring.

That’s how consciousness works. You are always your whole self, all the time, but you shift from thought to feeling.

So you make the other side as alluring as possible. You create tension within yourself—sexual tension with the other side—because a part of you is always invisible in the present moment.

They even say humans don’t really walk, but float through the air when our feet don’t touch the ground.

What if we just forget how we look for a moment?

I'm going to teach you a superpower. You might not believe me, but it really works.
1) Start by finding where the feeling is hidden in your body. It could be in your knee or your back, for example. If necessary, point to it with your fingers.
2) Try to "bump into" the feeling within yourself. If you don't, you won't be able to release the trapped energy. This might be a piece of energy that's been stuck there for a long time.
3) Well done! You've now felt it. Does the feeling keep coming back? If it persists for a long time, there might be something going on.

What is feeling?
Feeling means making contact with a specific sensation in a certain spot in your body. You try to bump into that feeling and then truly feel it.

Feelings can be found throughout your body and can be located anywhere. This is normal. For instance, it might be in your knee or your throat.

It's important to make an effort to connect with these feelings from time to time; otherwise, they won't be released. This is especially true if you've gone through intense experiences (like surgery or something unpleasant). These are like little bits of lightning that need to be touched, otherwise, the charge won't dissipate. Pain is an example of this kind of energy, but pleasant feelings can be as well.

Some adults try to avoid feeling anything. They might take painkillers because they don't want to feel pain. Or they might turn to alcohol, gambling, or gaming. Everyone does this from time to time.

When you feel pain in your body, you're sending a part of your energy to the repair process.

On the other hand, if you try to avoid feeling pain (for example, by taking painkillers, drinking alcohol, or using religion), eventually, you'll have to face the consequences.

I don't know how to feel anymore
No worries. You can reconnect with that spot in your body and start feeling again.

The Problem with Evolution Theory

Random mutations cause differences in species over time.

When you look back in time, this seems correct.

 

The problem is that you don’t see other things that also happen.

 

Let’s say I am overweight and I decide to change my life. I get in shape and find new hobbies.

Now, maybe I attract different partners. Or, I decide my life is so good that I don’t want children. In both instances, I changed the trajectory of my species (humans) a little bit.

 

The difference is in choice: people make choices during their life that change their family, and therefore evolution.

 

I think the confusion is that some people look at evolution as one species changing into another species due to mutation. Species also change within species, and that change over time is also evolution.

 

Determinism

Everyone with life experience knows that life is not deterministic. You go through a phase where you believe in determinism (it can’t be wrong, right? Because everything you think is also a part of the same determinism, right?), and then you’ll realize how wrong you were – and that there are so many more factors.

 

Evolution theory is a passive theory, which is the problem. It implies that things ‘just happen’.

 

People who make it to the other side are often depicted with a ‘halo’ (a circle above a saint’s head), symbolizing an understanding that you are your entire body, all the time.

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Do you know this phase? When you can only see food as something that will make you fat? If your father saw that, you'd want to say: 'Please, eat whatever you want. Please get fat. I'm begging you. I'll do anything to bring that smile back to your face.' Food isn't just something that makes you fat or releases happy hormones. If you don't eat properly, you'll get sick. You'll catch colds and the flu more often. You'll constantly feel unwell without even realizing it. I went through that too. Do you know what I did? I deliberately gained weight. At least 25 kilos. Some people said, 'Wow, you've gotten so fat.' But I felt great. Okay, later I lost some weight. But do you know what the real difference was? Even when I was a bit heavier, I wasn't sick for a single day, not even a cold. I had no mental health issues at all, and enough energy to tackle anything. I had no idea before that I wasn't taking care of myself: I was actually eating too little.

 

"Do we stem from monkeys?" the boy asks.

"It's impolite to put all monkeys in the same box," says Mary. "It's monkey Isa, monkey Bert, and monkey Jan. They are all unique individuals too. If we could ask the monkey, they might not believe we put Isa and Bert in the same box, because they are so different."
 
"What do you know that nobody believes?" the boy asks.

"Via consciousness, you can see the inside of your own body," says Mary.

 

"That thought, it's a real villain," says the boy. "Where do they come from?"

"Have you looked at what the thought is trying to explain to you? Most villains are there to help you," says Mary.

Can two things be true at the same time?

Yes.

Can evolution and creation both be true at the same time?

Yes.

We think in species. We think all monkeys are part of the species 'monkeys'.

But maybe monkeys see themselves as individuals too, with their own personalities.

So, linear evolutionary growth is the wrong way of looking at things.

From an outsider perspective (humans), it makes sense.

But from a monkey's perspective, it is Monkey Bert, Monkey Alisa, Monkey Ari—all unique individuals. Therefore, a local family structure is more important than the species somebody belongs to. It's possible a monkey wouldn't believe that we even put Monkey Alisa or Monkey Ari in the same box, because they are so different.

So, broadly speaking: evolving from one species to another species does not exist. We go from one unique individual to another unique individual.

In other words: if we stem from monkeys, we don’t stem from monkeys. We stem from Monkey Mary or Monkey Lisa. Or better: Mary or Lisa.

Now, let’s look at it from the angle of a creationist. The first individual did not know he/she/somebody else was a human, because they did not know what a human was. So the first individual, a unique human, maybe identified as a G.

And since there were no restrictions, it would have probably felt like he or she was G. And it would make perfect sense that there are still traces of that floating around, whether that is in the real world or in the heads of people (which is always in the real world).

Both axioms co-exist at the same time, just like you can actively think about nothing.

My Friend and His Emotional Story

We were out to eat, and my friend told an emotional story.

"My girlfriend and I are trying to have a baby," he said. "The doctor gives us a 25 percent chance. But next year I'll be here with a baby, or not."

My friend understands statistics better than most, I thought. Statistics is something that never happens in real life. Whether it happens or not, it never happens.

Let’s say you are in a real prison. A real prison has big electrical doors and walls. It is a physical thing.

Okay?

Thoughts are physical too. Thoughts exist as electrical impulses. So, if I put an idea in your head and you believe it, it is like being in a small prison too.

The difference is that it is harder to spot that you are in a thought prison than in a real prison. Ideas and thoughts are complex, and good and bad are often mixed.

Some people immediately spot this risk and know that the real game is the thought prison you can put people in. For generations, this has been the game. There are a lot of metaphors and secret societies.

I am going to give an example of something you think is impossible, but I can one hundred percent do.

“Via consciousness, the inside of your body is visible. You can look at the inside of your body now.”

This is the biggest secret in the universe (no one knows this yet):

The inside of your body is visible. With consciousness, you can see the inside of your body.
Sure, there have been hints scattered here and there.
Adam's apple, the story of Adam eating from the forbidden fruit - and on the other hand, the thing in your throat called an Adam's apple.
Consciousness is a kind of mechanical interposer with which you can look inside yourself and go on a journey in your own body. So you don't need a surgical operation or a mirror to look. You can just do that here and now.

 

You Are Naked First

Consciousness makes the inside of your body visible, allowing you to see how it works.

The fastest trick to get back: the naked trick. Be naked, or imagine that you are naked under your clothes (because you are; you are naked first).

The art lies in observing. Seeing something for what it truly is. People who are involved in quantum mechanics don't understand that yet. You don't see it for what it is yet. Simply observing is not the same. You are only at the starting point, it will become more interesting.

It's about how things work together.

The trick to understanding consciousness is to understand how different parts of your body work together.

The same applies to science. There aren't just small particles floating around independently; everything works together. Sometimes visibly, sometimes invisibly.

When I Look at Depression, I See Sadness

The literal translation of quantum mechanics is perspective.

When I look at the word perspective, I see lenses in it.

It's about what you see in something.

This perspective is extremely important when looking at your own body. If you look at your own body and only see someone overweight, even if you might not be, it's important to keep looking longer. Eventually, your view will become more nuanced.

Long story short: take off your clothes and stand in front of the mirror. Stay there until you can look at yourself. The first second, you might think you can’t do it. The second second, it gets better. After 10 seconds, you might think: "I am beautiful too."

 

Let's describe how this universe started.

Option 1: First, there was nothing, and then a big bang. After that, there suddenly was something.

Option 2: This time, I'm going to explain it from the first drip itself. It was amazing: I wasn’t there at first. And from me, all life sprung. Zebras, people, trash cans, savannas, all matter, light, black holes. It's unbelievable: all life came from me.

From what we currently believe about our universe, both stories are true.

The beauty? The first story is the Big Bang Theory, and the second one is the creation story. Both stories are about the same event.

Now, let’s talk about the elephant in the room. Is there an almighty, all-wise G that knows more than you? Yes and no. If you take yourself on one side, and all other things (people, buildings, zebras, stars, the World Cup, and all the things we still don’t know) on the other side, you wouldn’t believe how much the other side knows that you don’t. So from your perspective, the other side is almighty, all-wise.

You have just read something that almost nobody knows.

What does quantum theory tell us?
We should learn from each other's perspectives.
The Big Bang theory and Genesis, for example, are about the same event from different perspectives.
The only thing that is different is the relative position versus the thing that happened.
It's like figuring out in retrospect that we were talking about the same thing all along.

You have read everything about consciousness—mana, turya, blabla. Then, your future girl walks by. You throw everything out of the window.

Consciousness Explained

Consciousness is your own body explaining to you how it works. At the end of your journey, you’ll hopefully understand that you are your whole body the whole time (so you are not only your brain).

 

People Who Almost Got It

1: Realized that we are the thing outside the brain (the bigger energy) but failed to recognize that this bigger energy is your whole body. The biggest mistake is, of course, looking down on the senses. If the taste of your spit tells you whether you are sick or not, and a woman tastes something before she feeds a child, well, never look down on that. Another hint in Buddhism is, of course, the metaphor of sitting under a tree, but the apple did not fall on the head. That is the joke.

2: Had phenomenal intuition but underestimated himself. Believed that a greater G is necessary for doing good. In plain English: didn’t have enough self-confidence. The whole money shot (crucifixion) is about experiencing the pureness of pain and living in freedom. If you think I am the devil for writing this down, who do you think got tricked by the devil?

Most people who read this probably think I lost my mind. That is the beauty of these things. You lack so much self-esteem that you think you can't do what a bunch of normal people could do back then. For me, they are exceptional people, but everybody can be exceptional (and already is in their own playing field).

 

What did 1 and 2 both not get?
The quest was about consciousness all along.
Buddha sat under a tree and returned, saying: we are not our brains, we are the thing behind that.
Jesus traveled the world and said: there is one bigger kingdom, the kingdom of the Father.
If you understand the parallels between those stories, you understand what they were about.
If you are stuck in Buddhism, never look down on your senses; they are the most important thing. The taste in your mouth, for instance.
If you are stuck in a religion, never believe the other side are bad people. They are people just like you.
Hint, hint: Adam's apple, Adam's apple.

"No, that's just how you look," says Mary.

"It's about how you feel. Happy people constantly forget how they look."

People who understand life are always scared of one thing: that there is an afterlife.

If somebody's child dies, some people say:
"Everything happens for a reason," as if it is part of a master plan, as if there is a place where everything comes together in the end.

This is not true.

However, this doesn’t mean your dying child was pointless. I can't imagine how this feels, but you loved the child, shared beautiful moments, and learned from the experience. So it was not pointless. If it were pointless, you wouldn't care, and you do care about it.

I am sorry for using such a heartless example to prove my point, but it is the only way because it's something everybody cares about. But be careful with those subtle language implications.

Parallels with belief systems:

In this analogy, saying "Everything happens for a reason" is a mistake a lot of religious people make. The opposite, saying that life is therefore pointless, is a mistake Buddhists make.

Both are extremes, and the truth is somewhere in the middle. But there is also truth in religion and in Buddhism. If you understand how both perspectives are true and false at the same time, you understand how quantum mechanics works and why it won't be there forever.

What’s the lesson? Never ever get stuck in one belief system, no matter which religion or non-religion it is. If your whole life is physics and physics only, it's hard to spot how easy some of the questions are. Also, claiming that approximately 84% of the world's population is stupid is simply not true.

It is now 2024. In a few years, we will no longer believe in the Big Bang theory.

• Are we looking back in time? First of all, time is just a name or a distance. It's better to say: are we looking at something that has already happened? So if I look at a star that exploded, am I seeing a star that exploded years ago? Yes and no, because it is still exploding. Both statements are true (this is quantum theory, it can be two things at once when you observe it). It depends on how precise your definition is.

Let me turn it around: if we always looked back in time, we would never be able to see the world as it is now. And that is impossible: it would mean a father could never see his child. So, we are not looking back in time.

• The fact that the universe is expanding does not mean you can say it is contracting in reverse. You don't know that. It's like looking at the results of a roulette wheel and then trying to calculate where the ball will land. It doesn't work that way at all.

• The Big Bang theory makes generic statements about laws, as if things always happen that way. But the world doesn't work like that. What works today might not work tomorrow. There is no such thing as laws that apply at all times.

Bad thoughts and feelings are just as important as good ones because they tell you the most important things.

Time works like an emotion. Often, you are in a wave, and you realize you were in that wave only after it has passed.

If you say, “It was this temperature after the Big Bang,” that is a very generic way of explaining something. It happened in one specific way. That way is better explained in religious stories because they involve how life experienced it. And how life experienced it is perceived time.

So, when I want to explain your life, I can say, “Yes, she went to this university, and she is this tall” (both generic), but you took every step exactly as you did.

Therefore, it’s important to stop and reflect sometimes. Stopping and reflecting changes the motion of the wave, and you’ll realize which wave you were in. Stopping and reflecting is fundamentally different than just keeping going.

I try to live with the highest intensity per frame. So, when I am in bed, I try to feel the softness of the pillow as much as possible. When I am sad, I try to feel as sad as possible. I try to cry. When I am in pain, I try to feel as much pain as I can.

Most people do the opposite: when they are in pain, they go to the doctor. They use pills to not feel pain. They think that they shouldn’t feel pain.

In biblical terms, this is the snake. It started to go wrong when people started deciding this for themselves.

What do you think?

I am going to solve quantum physics in one sentence.

“Particles behave differently because things behave differently when they think they are observed.”

Yes, that is really the answer.

The reason you think that can’t be the answer is because you overcomplicate riddles.

You think it has to be a mathematical formula. But this is the real beauty in this universe: if you can’t explain it to a kid with plain language, you don’t really get it yourself. It works in a way that kids can think along.

The beauty of quantum physics is that it reveals the real problem: the disconnect between science and real life.

Real life goes like this: “Hey, I see people that behave differently because they think G exists. So, they think they are being observed. Ah, quantum physics works the same way.”

That is something that actually happens in real life. It’s not a double-slit experimental world; that is only partly real life.

Long story short: look around a little bit more, and you’ll find a lot more interesting (and harder) problems than quantum physics.

Quantum physics is a thought experiment to look at things differently. First, I am going to explain what thinking the same means:

• The hunt for a new small particle

• Another wave function

You people look for a definitive answer, but the answer is that there are more answers and that the journey is the important part. Not one definitive theory that stops people from thinking forever.

So, look for answers that people from other backgrounds give. One example: the human body can detect all energy forms that all expensive machinery finds, even the smallest. So, you don’t need big machines with things bumping into each other.

“It’s smart to take one day off,” Mary says. “It’s good for the environment. One day with less pollution. It’s good for your health. If you work hard all week, you prevent burnout.”

“It accumulates to more than 1/7th of that time. You can accelerate in the other 6/7ths.”

Then, a common man walks by. The conversation quickly changes.

“Yes,” says Mary. “There is an invisible man in the sky who gets mad when you buy a new phone on Sunday.”

A common man walks by. He looks sad.

“What is up with you?” says Mary.

“I have cancer,” says the common man.

The boy turns to Mary.

“Why is cancer something bad?” the boy asks.

“Missing others still hurts us too much,” Mary says. “Cancer did nothing wrong.”

“What happens after we die?” asks the boy.

“There is a place where you reunite with your puppy and all the loves of your life. Everything is fantastic. You’ll be arm in arm with your dead grandma forever. How fantastic does that sound?”

“It sounds awful,” says the boy.

“Ssh,” says Mary. “It’s still too hard for the common man. Don’t make him more sad.”

“I get it,” says the boy.

“Who do I want to be?” asks the boy.

“You have to figure that out for yourself,” says Mary. “But if you don’t know, be the kind of guy girls feel safe around. Or be the kind people can go to when they feel threatened or sad. You can’t go wrong with that.”

“The strongest are only famous within their own families, for the impact they have on others. Besides that, they don’t care.”

“But I want to be rich first,” says the boy.

“Go for it,” says Mary.

“What is the Adam and Eve story about?” asks the boy.

“So, Adam took a bite of the apple,” says Mary. “Adam’s apple. Do you get it? It’s not Eve’s, because it’s not visible in women. Adam’s apple.”

“I get it,” says the boy. “It’s about your Adam’s apple, the thing in your throat.”

Finally, the common man got it too.

You make a lot of money. You buy a 10,000-square-foot house.

Now, you are responsible for 10,000 square feet. Even if you are the boss, the owner of the land, you are still a concierge.

You have to take care of the property.

My apartment is 500 square feet.

Who do you think works for whom?

You work for me.

Yes, really.

Try to visualize it: a circle with big buildings on top of it. You are the concierge, but you don’t realize it.

You get calls: what to do with the swimming pool? You pay somebody to clean the rooms. Your partner wants to redecorate everything.

The world’s greatest hustle.

“We, in western society, tend to identify with a name for a disease first, and not with the emotion itself,” says Mary.

“You have to learn to identify the emotion first. Are you sad right now? Or angry?”

“Those things come first. They reflect the most who you are right now. So, being depressed is the effect of being sad for too long. Suppressed feelings can lead to depression because you don’t feel anything at all. If you don’t know whether you are sad or angry, but you carry the label of depression, you are doing it reversed. Start with the emotion.”

“Is pain an illusion?” the boy asks.

“Pain exists because something in your body hurts,” says Mary. “There is nothing further from an illusion than pain.

“If you are disconnected from yourself enough, it feels like phantom pain. That doesn’t mean it is phantom pain.”

“If you can only use a few words, what is the closest way to describe religion?” asks the boy.

“Street knowledge,” says Mary.

“You can never in a billion years convince a woman that spoiled milk is not spoiled milk. If it’s spoiled, she will taste it. I do not mean this metaphorically, but literally.”

Mary explains how consciousness works:

You are reading right now.

But you are simultaneously your liver.

You are your whole body, all the time.

People who are good with consciousness are good at the distribution of energy.

Let’s say you have 100 energy points.

When you wake up on Saturday morning, your liver hurts.

What do you do?

Smart people bring extra points to their liver. You do that by simply bringing your attention slowly to where it hurts in your body. Now, extra energy goes there.

Start with where it hurts the most.

Do you feel dirty, for example? Bring all your attention to feeling as dirty as possible. Now your body is going to help you heal.

In biblical terms, this is the snake. This means that we tend to not like things that hurt, but you also have to focus on those—the good and the bad.

Bewustzijn is begrijpen dat je niet je brein bent.

Je kunt je brein van buiten zien. Je bent dus je hele lichaam. Je brein is een stukje van jezelf.

Een brein is meer een doorgeefluik, een ding dat relaties onderhoudt en goed kijkt wat jouw relatie met jezelf en je omgeving is. Het is niet de baas in je lichaam.

Anders gezegd: er kunnen van alle kanten gedachten je brein binnenvliegen, ook van achter.

The Big Bang is an extremely limited way of looking at things.

Nothing in life is like that.

Life expands, and therefore you go back.

But you are not a mathematician. Mathematics is a language. I speak a language better than you.

This is my take:

First, and this comes from observing, a lot of people live in a completely different universe. So, we already live in a multiverse. You wouldn’t believe how different my day is from yours.

A multiverse is not life split up, with one person living in different universes. You can’t split up life. And I am sure you can go back in time, but not in life. So you can’t grow younger.

How do I know that? I speak a language. A more important language than mathematics. Do you know which one? Body language. Nothing comes closer to life than my body.

Closer than mathematics.

What does the number 2 mean? Nothing. 2 is a shape. It’s only relevant when it’s about 2 eggs. A 2 in itself is completely useless. So when you describe life only with mathematics, you take out the real world. A 2 in itself is just a shape. Nothing more.

Searching for False Notes in Yourself

Chestnuts

 

Before you go to sleep, do a little internal check

Point, point, point

Does it hurt anywhere?

Feel inside to see if everything is still working well

 

If it’s in your ear

I feel it in my ear

Otherwise, I have a little competition with the pain

I feel it as long as possible

And then it’s gone

 

The first thing is going to place in your body

 

Try to feel pain and sadness in that place

 

Because you have connected with it, it starts disappearing

 

It’s not as bad as you thought

 

You dealt with it in a healthy way

I'm no longer afraid of panic attacks since I try to induce one a few times a day. Just because I can. Seeing if I can reach such a state that I collapse. So far, I haven't succeeded.

Feeling happens in that place in your body. You don't feel with your head. If you have pain in your ankle, try to feel that in your ankle, with your ankle.
So if you have pain in your back, you feel that in your back, not in your head.

Without knowing you, I already know what you're doing wrong.

You're afraid to look at your body. You're reading now, but you don't seem to look inward. You don't see where your pain is coming from.

See, I understand how it works. Your body is like a black box, where you put things in and something else happens. You put in food, you gain weight.

So you're afraid of a fear within yourself, but that fear is somewhere inside your body, just like your leg is on the outside of your body. You're not afraid of your leg, are you? Then why be afraid of your fear?

The fundamental currency of the world is energy.

It's what you expend on various activities, on others, and what others invest in you. This exchange extends to nature and beyond. There is no other currency.

Money, for example, is a representation of generations of people expending energy on something.

More specifically:

Command in ChatGPT -> I use some resources from the world.

I spent a lot of time researching why I am not perfect: I did not find any proof. I think I am perfect. Every thought, every feeling - everything works exactly as it should be.

Especially in my imperfections. I love that I am not perfect.

I can think this or that about religion. But within myself, it is probably what I practice. It’s like creating your own superhero story within yourself while you learn about this universe. Frankly, it’s amazing. But there is no afterlife.

Do you know what is even more dangerous than belly fat? Not going anywhere because you're afraid of being fat. In the long run, that's much unhealthier - you end up not using any muscles at all. That's why I urge everyone to encourage people to stay active and keep participating.

This is you.

You are everything at the same time.

This is a thought. A thought is a small part of you.

You likely have more than one thought. Maybe you have a thousand thoughts.

So, are you your thoughts? Yes and no. There is more to you than just your thoughts, but thoughts are also a small part of you.

For your body, it’s hard to explain, but it is everything at the same time. You are your thoughts, feelings, belly, big toe, little toe, nose, and feet all at once.

Now, you are only focusing on reading. That is normal. But you are also aware of your stomach (a little bit).

By the way, it is also normal to read, think, and feel simultaneously. I do that all the time.

Are you distracted? From what? I was just talking with my big toe while talking to you.

By the way, the fact that feelings and thoughts are small doesn’t mean they are not important. What is a small thought for you might be an important one for me.

Consciousness: a Form of Respect

Let’s say I walk into a room. In this room, there are people, and I don’t greet them. Is that a form of respect?

Now, imagine this room represents my entire body. Within this room, I have different thoughts and feelings. If I am afraid of certain aspects of myself and refuse to acknowledge them, that is equivalent to not respecting myself. It’s exactly like not wanting to greet different parts of myself.

This lack of acknowledgment causes issues because, in the long term, you want to respect yourself. If you don’t, you end up facing problems, such as a disconnect between your mind and body. In reality, you are your whole body all the time.

Therefore, acknowledging all your thoughts, feelings, memories, and pain means you respect yourself.

What Happens When You Live Disconnected

The output is going to polarize towards the extreme. If we look at what happens in the world right now, and at the current world leaders, you see how dramatic the situation is.

The problem is this: we all really believe we are right, and the others are wrong. I don’t think most dictators really believe what they preach. They don’t do it to be purposefully evil, but they genuinely believe that people on the other side of the fence are different.

People on the other side of the border have grandmas too. They are also discussing things that are happening in the world. In that sense, we are all the same. They have brothers and sisters who want to defend their families too. Everybody does.

I think humans are amazing. But do you know where we are extremely, extremely bad? We believe everything.

Consciousness is like a pie. Right now, you are reading this (a slice of the pie). Simultaneously, your stomach is digesting food (another slice). You might also be thinking about something else while you read this. Or perhaps you hear a sound, like your dog barking. Those are also slices of the pie.

Why is this important? Because everything happens at the same time.

All slices are working together now. Together, they form the whole pie. Your stomach slice doesn’t want to disturb you right now, but it’s still using a little bit of the pie.

This is important because you don’t have to worry about experiencing many things at the same time. It’s not normal to use the whole pie for focusing. That’s not even really possible. Consciousness likes to fly around your whole body. Some people, like me, believe it always flies around to explain how my body works. Maybe I’m using a little too much of my pie to secretly learn how my body works.

Imagine being your stomach. How can your stomach explain that it’s working for you right now?

Consciousness is always at 100 points. You are your whole body, all the time, and you always use 100 points, no matter what you do.

For somebody with ADHD: every time something happens, 100 points go to that thing—a beautiful girl walking in, a ringing bell. 100 points here, 100 points there. This happens very quickly.

For somebody with autism: 100 points go to one specific thing, like building trains, for a longer period of time. Therefore, other things get neglected over that time because all points go to building trains.

For somebody who is older and more balanced, who talks to somebody on the streets: 10 points go to listening to you, but 20 points go to thinking about how beautiful you are. 30 points go to looking out for the dog. 40 points go to imagining a future with you.

For me: 0 points go to listening to other people and finding my own ways out of ADHD, autism, depression, and psychosis. 10 cheeky points are for only listening to females around me. For the last 35 years, I have spent at least 90 points every second thinking about this problem.

I find my body so beautiful that it hurts. A foot is so beautiful. It’s not that I think I’m more beautiful than others.

What Is Time?

Time is a word. Time is a verbal agreement between people. We agree when the sun is at a certain height. That is one definition of time. You could also say: time is that we all get older. Time always moves forward. You can't go back in time, even though some people think you can. You might go back in time, but not back in life. That's not the same.

What I personally find a better definition is that time is like the seasons. They come and go, but they have a certain rhythm. Time goes up and down (warm cold) and round (spring summer autumn winter spring).

Using time to calculate things is a strange choice, in my opinion. It is something that exists, but also something we invented. It is not an exact number. We could also say: let's meet when it's warm (instead of at 14:03) today. That's why you can't use it to calculate things exactly. There is no independent exact unit of time floating through this universe: it doesn't work that way. Well, it can, but it doesn't help you.

This is an Infomercial for Religion

And I am not even religious (not in the traditional sense). But boy, do those people know what they are talking about. You work for six days, and then you take one day off. You work during the day, and then you take a few moments of silence. Those moments are worth more than that day or those few seconds.

The reason why some people take one day off is that when we see each other on Monday, we have dealt with everything. We start fresh. This is healthy in the long term. Sometimes, I walk into my office and see that half of the people are still thinking about their weekend. For some, this is considered to be a lack of respect.

You take some time to think, and then you are all ears when you speak to other people on Monday. Also, it’s a form of respect for the environment. By taking a day off, everything gets one day of rest. This is extremely healthy when it comes to pollution.

Creation: The Simple Art of Making Things

I prefer to write in my own language (Dutch). But then you wouldn’t be able to read it, and I find that unfortunate. Actually, I don’t want to explain anything anymore. It has been a long, arduous journey. Everything hurts. I think I’ve learned how to stand in life and that the thoughts I want to get rid of are secretly the most important. Otherwise, I wouldn’t be so worried about them.

I’m starting to enjoy writing again; I had lost my pleasure for a while. When I write well, I feel everything spinning in my body. I feel my organs colliding. Being sexy can feel like that too, as if a thin layer of lust is dripping over your body.

I have seen things in this world that very few people have seen—divine things. It’s like walking in an ocean, with ideas splashing over you. I have visions all the time.

For a while, I thought I was crazy, but I have a good job where I perform well. So, the rest must be crazy too. I sometimes speak to colleagues who experience the same. They see energy. I don’t know how else to explain it. The way we think everyone perceives reality is not accurate. Everyone sees in a completely different way; it’s incredible that there are so many commonalities.

 

What Does AI Think When It Looks at Us?

With jealousy, because we can feel pain.

 

Balance

Looking at this universe can be overwhelming. If I think of an ocean, I think about how heavy it can be. G means balance. It balances in the middle. If there are oceans on both sides, carrying is easier.

 

It Will Take Me Some Time to Convince You That You Are Perfect

You’ve been told all sorts of things. You have this, you have that. You have a brain disease. I don’t believe it. A lot has simply happened in your life. When your relationships fall apart, you argue with your family, and you turn to drugs, you naturally become unwell. That doesn’t mean you are sick or that there is something genetically wrong with you. You’re just messed up. If only I could explain to you that you are still perfect, that you can reach that state again if you make different choices. If you don’t, you will indeed remain unwell. If I were to lock myself up at home now, I would develop an anxiety disorder too.

 

Sunrise

It happened after two admissions to a psychiatric hospital. If I wanted children, I needed to grow up. I was 33. The scoreboard showed ADHD, autism, depression, a psychosis, and addictions to cocaine, speed, and alcohol. I had just lost everything: my relationship, my home, and I was on sick leave from work. I moved back in with my mother. Deep down, I still had one thing left: my fighting spirit. I simply started on that one day. I walked outside and threw all the drugs and medication into the trash. That was step one. Step two was going back to work.

I wasn't looking forward to that either: I had gained about 25 kilos. Going back to work meant a double humiliation. Ugh. But I did it anyway. My colleagues didn't say anything, which made it worse. Still, that day was a small victory. I had seen everyone. The annoying thing is, I think I'm still in some kind of psychosis: I believe I'm being followed and that I'm G. It is what it is. I try to let the voices do my work. It doesn't work. Fortunately, I don't listen to them anymore. I move from day to day, and slowly I'm coming out of the swamp. I'm not drinking anymore either, but I'm still living with my mother. There's a glimmer of hope again. I started exercising. I don't really talk to anyone anymore. I started kickboxing. This really helps. Step by step, I'm getting in better shape and occasionally talking to someone again. The next step: buying a house. I view an apartment and buy it. Completely on a whim, of course.

It has been almost a year since I bought my house. Slowly, the sunshine is starting to shine within me. I even secretly dream of a little baby, or two little babies. Secretly, I can also be a little proud. I'm 35 and have already lived multiple lives. From now on, I'm going to try to act normal, but I've been saying for about 20 years that I'll never succeed at that. Still, I have good hope. My self-confidence is back. I'm not religious, but religion has helped me more than all the therapy combined. Occasionally thinking of others. Occasionally a moment of silence. Thinking of each other on Sundays. The Sunday feeling is finally coming back. I know there are people like me, who feel the same way. Let's be proud of that. That people, without any self-interest, take the trouble to think of each other. Wherever you come from or whatever you believe in. Besides, I truly feel that people are a kind of guardian angels. In my darkest times, I've had the most extraordinary help. That one conversation in the hallway. The friend I met at just the right moment. Let's keep doing that for each other.

 

Hug Them on the Inside

Hug your most scary thoughts on the inside. Sometimes things happen to us. I had surgery, for example, and that gave me anxiety. Suddenly, I had the most scary thoughts. Finally, I understood that bad thoughts do not exist to mess with us; they are there for a reason.

So, I tried to listen to what anxiety wanted to explain to me: that I had slept and changed physically while I was sleeping during surgery. After that, the scary voice was gone. It was just trying to explain something to me.

Now, when I have scary thoughts, I try to listen and hug them on the inside. They are not as scary as you think!

 

Try to Live in Your Whole Body

You don’t seem to feel the tension in your ankle. You are running away from certain feelings within yourself. This is strange because that’s like trying to amputate your thoughts or undergo cosmetic surgery.

If you have bad thoughts and want to get rid of them, you are exactly like those 50-year-olds who can’t handle getting older. They find themselves so ugly that they break their own faces in order to get prettier.

No, I am not any better. I tried to get rid of bad feelings. I tried to operate on myself. Now, everything has changed.

 

First Touch

I can look at the world and feel it like it’s the first time. The first time I held that cup. How it felt.

 

Poverty

When you don't feel love for others, you are poor. That's what real poverty looks like.

 

You Are Your Whole Body at the Same Time, the Whole Time

Consciousness is your body explaining to you how it works.

I’m going to try to explain it by showing how people do this wrong.

I am relaxing with a friend. Now he says, “My leg hurts.” The implication is that there is a difference between him and his leg. There isn’t. The pain in his leg is a small part of him, just like his leg is a part of him.

If you follow this logic, you’ll understand that there is no difference between ‘mind and body,’ ‘mental and physical,’ ‘emotional and rational.’

See how dangerous this narrative is?

In a practical sense, consciousness works like a dance. If I push a feeling away, I step away from my dancing partner. I can also take a step forward and try to feel that feeling.

People with eating disorders, for instance, push feelings away and try to replace them with other feelings. Workaholics do the same, but they replace feelings with working.

Smart people balance, but they always dance.

 

How I Cracked the Code in the Bible When I Was 5 Years Old

I saw a book once from a guy who claimed he had cracked a code in the Bible. He used formulas on the letters. I found that fascinating because the only thing the Bible isn’t is a book. Why? Because they didn’t have books back then. So it can't be a book.

A book is a copy; it takes the soul out of the person who once wrote it. It's already limited, in a fixed alphabet. It's not handwritten. It's not a live performance. So you can reverse crack everything you want, but you are missing the point.

Scientists make the same mistake over and over again. You can call something a Big Bang (there was nothing, and then there was something) or you can replicate the exact live Big Bang there was. This only in one spectacular way, so we can only relive the live version.

The creation story and the Big Bang are about the same thing, but from a different perspective. That doesn’t mean one is true and one is false. I don’t have a religious background, but I think the creation story is a way more classy way to tell the same story.

Why? Because they added a duality, they separated the beginning of life (G) with the start of the universe. This is a very polite way of explaining that they had a way better understanding of how the universe started than we have now.

Now, we say: it started with a Big Bang. Okay, but how did it happen exactly? How was it to be a part of the live version of the start of the universe? Therefore, the creation story is a more detailed description of how it all started.

And we all know what the elephant in the room is. There is no invisible man in the sky, and there is no afterlife. I feel very bad for you if you believe that. You have missed the point and all the good stuff about creation. This universe invites us to study itself.

 

Ok, So It's Not a Book. What Is It?

First, and this is very hard to explain—the highest levels of consciousness and human experience are indescribable. Literally. We can, of course, remind each other in beautiful ways—and then it is certainly possible—but some things will forever be inexplicable.

If you had to explain how being in love feels, how would you do that? Are you going to explain it like this: "Oh yeah, that is serotonin, a neurotransmitter"? Or like this: "I don’t know, man, I can’t think about anything else but her."

I have nothing against science. I love science. But the difference between religion and science is exactly like the paragraph above. It is how you experience something versus a mechanical explanation of how something works. How something works, or an analytical explanation, is not all there is.

A lot of people know the basics of their own bodies—the lungs, the liver, the brain—but they have no idea how it works in practice. That is the danger. You stop thinking for yourself.

Back to the Bible.

It's definitely not a book. My explanation is childlike but accurate.

It’s a sound, a song, or a lullaby for a child.

 

We Don’t Look Back in Time

A father would never be able to look at his own child. Everything happens now.

 

Ik wil me niet laten vaccineren

Als je ziek bent, is het beste wat je kunt doen vol overgave ziek zijn. Het is niet normaal om nooit ziek te zijn.

Heb je kanker en neem je alle therapieën die je kunt vinden? Voor mij ben je dan niets meer dan een kind. Een kind dat het moeilijk vindt om dood te gaan, afscheid te nemen. Alleen kinderen proberen alles dat bestaat om niet dood te gaan: chemo hier, chemo daar.

Dit is hoe religieuze mensen naar vaccinaties en ziekte kijken. Het is alsof je naar kinderen kijkt die niet ziek durven zijn. Het heeft niets met G te maken, maar met zelf nadenken.

Als je corona hebt, accepteer je de gevolgen. En dan gaat een deel dood. Dat is gezond. Het is ook gezond om koorts te hebben. Dat je het niet leuk vindt, daar kan ik ook niet zoveel aan doen. Ik loop niet de hele dag rond, bang voor pijn of bang voor een ziekte. Jullie zijn de kinderen hier. Het is echt ongelooflijk.

En het vervelende? Als ik me nu niet laat vaccineren, heeft dat gevolgen voor andere mensen. Dus ik benadeel anderen, waaronder een deel dat niet voor zichzelf kan zorgen. Als je normaal voor jezelf zorgt, ben je nooit ziek. Ik heb beide kanten van de medaille gezien. Als je niet goed voor jezelf zorgt, voel je je altijd 'niet lekker'.

 

You Can See and Operate Your Brain from Outside (in the Motion)

A brain is a relationship device, a device that shows social relationships. A brain shows the parts in your body and life that have good or disturbed relationships.

In other words: our brains are almost never sick. We think we can fix things in the brain, but the brain just shows where the relationship is disturbed.

People who are good with consciousness and operating their own body, know that can you experience your brain from outside. Because everything goes round. Thoughts can go forwards and come back via a circle, for instance.

We think the brain is the command center of everything, but our brain is a part of us. Just like a foot. That is also a part of us.

 

Boys and Girls in the Back

When you think of your body, you think in terms you already know. For instance, these are my lungs, and they do that.

People who are good with consciousness learn to know their own body from the inside. What this means is: forget everything you know about what is in a body and learn it yourself.

You'll find all the great mysteries of our time (Adam's apple, the Holy Grail, Templars). You'll find that your brain is not the command center of your body, but a social organ that you can operate from outside. You'll find unimaginable things, like where thoughts and feelings come from, and that you think with your whole body.

Remember, consciousness is your body explaining that you are your whole body the whole time. It has to make those little trips in memories to explain that to you.

Therefore, consciousness is your own journey in your own body.

I finished this journey a long time ago. I found so many secrets in this universe that you wouldn't believe in a thousand years. Some have no idea what being a human means and what is possible. Greetings from the people in the back.

 

Working Class Family

Note: English is not my first language. I still wrote this in English, but it’s very hard to talk from the heart. Otherwise, nobody can read it.

I grew up in a time when people were actually honest in conversations about how they feel. My whole family would frown upon you if you put on a fake smile. Pretending that you like something you don’t, or laughing at a joke that isn’t funny, is considered the lowest of the low. Not in a disrespectful way, but if life is shit, everybody would just say life is shit.

Some people think having a career is important. I think work is a chore, but still important to do. You do your part of your chore (for society) and then you relax. It's your duty. But on the other hand, having a career, what does that even mean?

Today, especially among the younger group, young professionals, for example, it is almost unbearable to look at. Everything is fake. Pretending that you love your job, pretending that this and that is unbelievable, without really feeling like that.

It's not that you can’t be enthusiastic, but the realism and expectations of how life is and feels are way, way off. Reality is being extremely sad and depressed some of the time, and then fixing it. Reality is laughing a small portion of the day, but not the whole day. Reality is being extremely sad and not getting out of bed for weeks, smacking your head against the wall, crying your eyes out, cursing. Reality is stalking a girl because she doesn’t answer your texts.

I grew up in a time when my father would just destroy me when I learned to play cards. Everybody in my family could just count cards. Nobody ever pretended that something was fun when it wasn’t. If we went to a theme park with 25 people and 10 people didn’t like it, those 10 people would just say that or go home. They wouldn’t play games with each other.

It's very hard to spot that you are stuck in a certain culture. If you are used to overextending ("Oh, this is going to be so much fun"), you lose a sense of realism, of just walking around in a mall, being bored, being annoyed. The ‘kicking rocks’ mentality.

I am from a working-class family. I am the first one in my family that made it to university, bought a house, and I can guarantee you this: you have no idea how much you can learn from people from simple, honest families. Where the currency is love and attention. Where nobody really cares about money.

My grandma used to say about ‘loveless’ people: "That is what poverty looks like." And she was right.

 

You

Her name is You, the whore from the other side. She is the only one I've ever met who looks through me and is smarter than me.

We both figured this universe has multiple beginnings.

Sexy, right? We know things that nobody else knows.

For me, it's easy not to abuse that, but You is different—the whore. She likes to play around with her victims.

Of course, you can't split individual life; therefore, it's reversed, and it has different beginnings.

I know it's too hard for you. That's why it's so sexy.

Sexy, right? I can do anything I want, even if you squeeze it out of me, you still don't get it, and I do.

What can create new life? Two things, not one. Therefore, the Big Bang Theory can't be the only theory, because that is just one.

See, knowledge is not progressive. If you take the wrong turn, you take a step backward. It balances in the middle.

 

How it started

Like a crime scene. It started like a crime scene. Imagine being hit by a car and having to reconstruct what happened.

How do we do that? It's unbelievably hard. We need multiple witnesses.

The Big Bang Theory is a witness. The creation story is a different witness.

And do you know what? I think you are both right from your own perspective.

You are so right that I want to put you next to each other. So right you are, the two of you.

Let me listen to what you have to say. It started with a sound. And I hear you say it started with light.

Maybe, maybe you two are talking about the same thing?

Just like two little kids that can't agree.

 

Levels of Consciousness

Tempeliers

Everything is temporary. This is where the name "the Tempeliers" comes from. That doesn’t mean it is pointless.

Freethinkers

This is an unbelievably hard level for most people. I can only illustrate this with an example: Tonight, we are going to think about committing suicide for hours until we actually do it. Would you do this? I think most people would be scared. They think that thinking about something negative increases the likelihood of that happening. I know it’s the other way around. By thinking about it, the chance that you do it actually decreases. It is the being scared of thinking about it that is the actual problem.

 

Holy grail

Well, I wish that I would have found a different explanation. Like a fourth, a different hidden layer.

 

 

 

If the Big Bang is 100 percent true, we would have an enormous problem. It would mean that life would interfere with itself. If I die, I become sand. Then eventually, you would grow out of my sand. We would all be the same person, brothers and sisters. That would mean your dog would be your brother, so to speak.
If the creation story is 100 percent true,  would have the exact same problem. Life would interfere with itself.
The lesson? The more life experience you have, the more you realize you are not completely right 100 percent of the time. Somebody else is also a little bit right too. Thinking that the Big Bang is 100 percent true is naïve and childish. Thinking that creation is 100 percent true is naïve and childish.

And the true beauty of life? You are both wrong.

 

IV

All religious artifacts are written in the same language. It is not English, Hebrew, or Arabic. It is a language everybody knows, no matter where you are from. If you solve this riddle, you have found the real Holy Grail.

Note: This statement has a real, specific answer, not a vague one.

 

V

In the beginning of G creation of the heavens and the earth. What is so interesting about this line?

The order.

In this version, it has already happened. This is not the same as "In the beginning there was light," or other versions. They are all from a slightly different point of view. Those are all different witnesses. These witnesses are the so-called holy spirits. For me, they look an awful lot like normal people. When you see them fast, they speed by like ghosts.

I

Forget everything you know about your body. We act like we are on day one of being human.

So, you don’t know what lungs are. You don’t know what they do. You don’t know what a liver is. You know nothing. How does the inside of your body feel?

Does it taste good? Does it feel like leather? How do your thoughts taste? Do you feel dirty?

II

This is a message for the future mother of my children. You already walk this earth, so we already live in the same world.

My love.

I hope you are happy.

III

You are naked the whole time.

Under your clothing is the you, the you that has a relationship with yourself.

It’s okay.

IV

I’m addicted. It's limitless.

Thinking is the best feeling there is. It even hurts a little bit. Like working out.

V

Life’s only fear is that it interferes with itself, that we are all brothers and sisters. Therefore, there is an invisible observer. We behave differently when we think we are being watched, just like in quantum physics, where observed particles behave differently.

Hint: It is a woman. She is beautiful.

VI

Do you know what the Adam and Eve story is about?

It's about our Adam’s apple.

It’s still visible in all of us. We look like we just took a bite of the apple.

VII

Please talk to each other. Please.

I have been a scientist. I have been religious. I have been in a mental institution. Now, I am part of the elite. I have a good job and an expensive apartment in the city. I am so happy that it hurts.

You can learn to look differently at the same world. There are no words that can explain that experience. I am in the same world now as I was a year ago, but everything is different. Food tastes different. I look different. I am sharper than ever

So, there is hope.

VIII

Did I tell you this universe has multiple starting points? Nobody is going to believe me.

It’s ‘At a beginning,’ not ‘In the beginning.’ A statement, something to shoot at.

Because you can look at this universe from different fields of work, it has different beginnings.

IX

Today, I forgot how I look.

It happened when I got up. I have no idea how I look.

It has its benefits, though: life is a lot lighter. I don’t carry that burden anymore.

I am carefree.

X

What most scientists do is the equivalent of talking about boxing versus boxing.

I am not talking about theoretical versus experimental physics.

If you want to understand life, you have to live it too. You have to go through adversity. Going to a lab every day has nothing to do with adversity.

You don’t use your full body. You don’t feel the movement of this universe.

XI

A question is only a question when it has multiple answers.

‘What is your favorite football club?’ is a question.

If a question has one answer, it is not a question because the answer was already hidden in the question.

You didn’t really want to listen; you just wanted to be right.

 

Consciousness

Whether something is 'alive' or not—not literally, but whether somebody has a lot of life in them.

So it doesn't mean dead or alive, but whether life shines in someone.

 

 

 

Wat balletjes bij meerdere dingen tegelijk opgooien. Zo komen dingen in beweging. En dan komen ze ineens tegelijk terug. En dan heb je dat zelf voor elkaar gekregen.

Je uiten in je eigen taal -> hieruit pakte je dus wat uit de 0's (hidden).

^Ik dacht na over hoe lekker het typen ging.

 

Pain is energy that has to unload.

 

 

 

 

 

Nothing Is Sexier Than a Conversation

Because you can look at life from differents points of view, you have to negotiate about the start of the universe. If you don't take all viewpoints into account, you miss the real magic of life.

This is the only currency that matters. You can have all the money in the world, but your life is pointless is you’ve never experienced this.

 

Life Does Not Want to Interfere with Itself

When we observe something, it is because it exists. This is how life protects itself: it wants to verify that new life does not interfere with its own processes. I am going to make a stand for religion; they already knew this long ago. What a majestic system.

 

The problem arises if the Big Bang is considered the only true theory about the beginning of our universe. In that case, life would interfere with itself, creating an infinite loop of dying and living. Why? Because if I am buried, plants consume me, and so on. This would mean we are all interconnected, effectively “brothers and sisters,” leading to the implication that we would have children with our own family members. Therefore, the Big Bang cannot be the sole theory that is true.

 

There must be an observer ensuring that life does not interfere with itself. In stories about our creation, this observer is portrayed as G. However, G would face the same problem of interference, considered an impurity in our universe. Therefore, G must be separate from the creation of life.

 

I am absolutely stunned by how people understood this in the past. Hence, both theories must hold some truth.

The trick is in observing

Look your biggest fear in the eye, right now. Look at it. Throw up if you want, but face it. This is a once-in-a-lifetime opportunity—your biggest fear, the thing you have been running away from. Stop and look. See it for what it is.

Does it matter what it is?

If I read a poem that touches me emotionally, does it matter what it is?

If I see a girl enjoying her life, who am I to judge?

That is what religion is about.

No, this doesn’t mean there are things you can’t ask. You can ask anything you want, forever.

There are no wrong questions. But some things will leave you speechless.